I want you to understand me,
As I've always done to people,
But I remembered, that
never expect anything,
EVER.
I've bitched about stuff,
and that's cause I forget.
I forget cause,
I was sad.
So don't make me sad,
I understand Life so well, I can make yours a living hell. (Psychologically)
Plus, I don't like being sad.
Keeping a smile ain't that hard. I'm sad all the time actually (Wow really?) But I've always kept it in check. WHEN it's not in check, yeah. Stuff happens, people get sad, and Life laughs over me.
So yeah,
I'm optimistically-cynical about life, or cynically-optimistic. Both can be the truth.
I've kept a smile because,
I know mine's a mess. What's the point of making others the same? For fun? I can do lotsa stuff for fun, annoying others yes, but never making them a mess.
Nobody ever understand me, that's true.
But Ryn, I love you because your pain is the closest to me, if not even worse. Which makes you understand me the most, but still
Just leave the understanding to me,
*****
'All is well,' He said, to his lover.
