It means to have a great desire for something.
That is not present in our lives.
We humans, we tend to realize the value of something when it is gone. Not when it is in front of our eyes.
What did I do wrong?
I realized the worth of something.
NO.
SOMEONE.
I realized someone's worth and yet, she chose to go away.
Now is there a word for it?
Well some things can't be put into words.
It felt as if, you found all your answers in your life. It's almost in your reach, just by the finger tips. And when you close your hands to grasp it, it slips away. Just by a pinch. It's so frustrating.
I was putting a piece to the hole in my heart, but something happened and it took away an even larger piece.
It. Hurts. So. Much.
So. Very. Much.
I promised myself to not let this happen ever again. Well, that turned out well did it?
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Asha Shyfa Sofea,
Take care of yourselves,
Let mountains nor storms,
Fire nor water,
Halt your way.
Be strong in your journey
I'll be behind you,
But don't turn around.
Absence makes the heart grows fonder.
Wait for me will ya?
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If you're reading this, I love you. To the outskirts of the universe, time and space. May distance not hinder us. Godspeed.
Happy 2015.
I know I sound like an old geezer who's a hopeless romantic. Bite me.
