Growing up

Whoa, dood, look at that girl. She's hot!
Yeah, really! *astonished face* Hey wait...
What? *same face* ... wh-what... am I becoming?
Since when do you like girls?
And since when is she hot.
*shouts at the same time* WHAT THE *CAW*?!
OH MY GOD, since WHEN?!
Uhhh...how should I know?
Did we just hit puberty?
I-I... don't know... I don't want to...
Urgh... we have enough here... we don't need another guy...
Hey! That girl is HOT!
Oh boy...too late...
Help me, meep...


Yeah...growing up.
Sometimes I just don't want to. The world is hard as it is, and I've realised that growing up just makes it harder.
I'm not the kind of person that would slouch on a couch drinking while playing games. I WORRY 'bout my future some MOST of the time.

The thing I hate the MOST when growing up is "What will the people think?".
I worry 'bout my attire, my personality, how should I react, am I cool or not. And I'm not the kind of kid that worry 'bout that when I was 9. I only worry 'bout my games. That's it.

But now...heck I feel like jumping a 50-storey building. I don't know what happened when I'm growing up... but now I freakin' worry 'bout everything. And I DON'T EVEN WANT TO!

The hardest part is accepting... it always have been... I HAVE to accept I'm growing up no matter what.
The thing that is most important when growing up is not WHY, it's HOW we grow up. 10-20 y/o is the most important phase of shaping yourself. Now don't talk to me 'bout 1-10 being the most important, that for me is the phase that shapes your intelligence, not personality.

Whether you act bad or good when you're 10 or 11 or 12 or 13 or 14,or any other year that's in the 10-20 y/o range, that makes your "face". Your appearance. What people think of you is THAT. You act stupid and nobody will take you serious, you act happy and everybody wants to be your friend.

My motto is, "Why show your negative side, when you can be positive?". That said, you DON'T have to be happy all the time, just make your appearance look happy. And you HAVE to be sad sometimes, and let it all go. But don't be sad infront of people. What you feel affects everyone around you. Remember that.

Be happy. Keep happy.